Pissed Off Housewife

I notice that this blog still gets a good amount of hits each day. Who are you? And where have you come from?

Not so much a blog but a chronicle of a moment in my life that can neither be deleted nor added to. Start at the beginning and read them in ...

Well, this blog is done. It sort of has to be becuase there's too much ache in it. As the time has passed I realize that nothing I'v...

If you've been reading much you'd see that I'm not really all that Pissed Off. So what is the origin of the Pissed Off Housewife...

Kenn has lost his brother. My heart aches for him.

Larry emails wondering if Steven could have possibly died of Hodgkin's Disease and the AIDS was a mistake. Steven's partner calls be...

When my heart was breaking into a million pieces Kenn stepped up with emails and support the likes of which no one else could have offered....

Steven died of AIDS. You can read about it here and here and here and here and here and here and here and here and here and here and here an...

I miss my husband. He's been gone for over a week now. He needs to visit his mother who is 7 days into her chemo now and likely feelin...

In the end of January 2003 Steven's partner succumbed to AIDS. His name was Frank and we were friends, we had been for 6 years but we we...

I wanted to hear that deep south swampy accent say, "I love you" and she didn't disappoint. We are inexorably bound.

Apparently it was a beautiful funeral with a baby blue casket and a lot of flowers. Steven's entire graduating High School class showed ...

We ran away. We took the kids and we are literally on top of a mountain. Hubby's mother had a 5.5 hour emergency surgery yesterday. It...

I think I'll do a post a day about something I'm angry at. Just for a while... If you're uninterested just click away. I won...

Because a title would only take away from it 6:50 Steven passed 6:55 His partner called and told me I finished cooking for my family, kissed...

He finally died. I'm off to feed the family. Thank you G-d for taking the pain away.

I picked up 5 people from the airport today. It was their first plane trip, they want to drive back to the swampland they came from. The tal...

#1 My morning call to Steven's mother, same as every morning. ME: Good morning, how's the patient. JACKIE: Dying Jessica, my baby...

Hubby and Eve have mended and returned to work and school. That leaves queasy me home with snotty febrile Adam. The last two hours was spent...

Steven is curled up in a yellow gray ball on a bed that has now outgrown him. The nurse is outside the room playing computer games even thou...

It's hour by hour now. Adam and Eve are tucked in and almost asleep. I'm putting on clean clothing and on my way out to say goodbye....

I've lost my energy to discuss Steven but I kind of have to at this point, right? Here's where we are. Steven's mother will not ...

Football, two birthday parties, one grocery shopping, three meals, a quick stop with Steven and a 6 mile run at 5am. All on 5 hour's sle...

10 pm and Steven has a bedsore. His mother just called crying. No one came to his room for more than 4 hours in a row today. In order to a...

I visited Steven and Mom today and I needed to lighten the mood. I did NOT buy comfortable jeans, I've decided that it's much better...

I have only a few goals today. I want to purchase a pair of jeans that are comfortable and perhaps not super cute . This is the least likel...

Steven has been in and out of the hospital since November. Really, I'm unsure how they ever sent him home. I just got off the phone wit...

Last night at dinner my husband rolled his eyes once again as someone mentioned the little girl around the corner who died when she was 17 a...

Steven is 43 years old and he's dying. I was at the hospital with him and his partner last night for hours. In December of 1992 we burie...